Rambly post

I can't upload the England photos now, cuz my parents want me to log off soon-_-

Anyway... I must have put on at LEAST 5 pounds from the England trip from all that food. I'm gonna lose that extra 5 the "healthy way" ie: exercise and healthy food etc and after that the "unhealthy way"....

My mom told me in the face the other day that she really can't afford to send me to Australia to study marine biology... now I've lost all my motivation to study. Heck. I don't even know why the hell I'm studying for my A levels anymore mans.... I was hoping I could, you know, talk to her about it, and she thought I was being rude and probably attention seeking and all that and thus scolded me. Freak. Studying means nothing to me now.

I NEED NEW MOTIVATION. But seriously? I really don't see any reason to take my A levels anymore.

I went to the library yesterday. Borrowed awesome books. One EXCELLENT one was Eat This Not That!(pic on the top) Which is fucking awesome... You should check it out... I mean it's one of the BESTTT healthy eating books I've ever come across... Next time when I live by myself I'm gonna buy all their books..

OHHHH And I found out the library closest to my home has Wasted by Marya Hornbacher !!!:DDDDD Absolute elation when I found out!!!! Reserved it straight away after failing to find it... I've been DYING to read that book in like forever....

Hmmmm..... I need to cut down on my sodium, ASPARTAME, sugar and carbs.. and eat more yogurt and drink waaayyyy more water.

I hate myself so much when I eat more than I allow myself to. I fucking need to stop being uch a greedy pig.

I MISS YORK x3949875982945817 Best place in England out of all the places we went to. In fact, I already wanna migrate there :P

Off to view some thinspo:)