Exams= FAT

can you believe it??? I'm sooo soooo FAT ..

I constantly feel so bloody obese

98pounds.98 freaking pounds. At least i didn't go over 100! GOSH! Can you imagine that??.. You know a few months ago, i mentioned this girl, N, who kinda kept staring at my "skinny' arms and yeah, basically kept staring.. and i kept saying was my you know.."competitor" and all... Lately, i've realized that that might NOT be the case. In fact, i seriously think that she sees me kinda the same way i used to see S. Kinda like a role model and all. Firstly, it's because i noticed that she started becoming skinny only after I did, and i because i've started mugging in the morning, before morning assembly, she's started too.(And seriously, like i sat alone studying, she stopped sitting with her friends too and started studying alone) And a few other things too. But that's Ok i guess.. i've never hated her. And i have to admit i kinda did the same thing with S.

I've decided i don't feel sad at all that S is cured. I've decided i'm gonna be FULLY happy for her:)

Major progress (S)

1: Mathematics-Failed it really badly for 3 and3/4 years, I've gotten around 80% for the last 5 or more mock tests and exams, ( id do at least 2 or 3 a week)

2: Geog- Failed it 1 and 1/2 years -yes every single test. I got 60% for the last test.

3: Biology- Been getting a low A grade or a high B for the last 2 years- i got a high A grade- 78% today:) (and a 95% for the last multiple choice test)

4: chemistry: Doing increasingly better, for the last multiple choice, i managed to get 95%

I love progress! But when i told my dad the results he got kinda scared i was pushing myself way too hard- but I DON'T CARE. Guess i just have to work twice as hard to get EVEN BETTER grades these last 3 weeks:)