1: Writing on your disgusting fat abs "
You are nothing. You do not deserve anything or anyone. You do not deserve to waste anyone's time thinking they are obliged to help you with something, or waiting for you or explaining to you something or even think that ANYONE is interested in what you have to say. You are nothing to a burden to everyone and everything. The world would be a better place without you. Do the world a favor and kill yourself. Then maybe God, and yourself, might be able to forgive you for what you are".
Then slashing at the words madly with a penknife, then later thanking the gods of low self esteem or penknives or whatever the fuck you are for always remembering to bring you back down to earth, for always remembering to remind you that you aren't worth anything, every time you even consider liking yourself one bit. And then after that thanking the real God for penknives and fingerprints.
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2: Meaning everything from the bottom of your heart?
I need help i don't want.
FTW (Fuck the world)
please dont cut....i know it gives you release but please...it hurts to know that you cut...stay strong please.
ReplyDeletexoxo
Babe, I so know how you feel. Variations of "I'm worthless" have been running through my head all day... I keep thinking I should tell someone, but knowing I never will. I hate my eating disorder, but I'd rather die than give it up.
ReplyDeleteI'm here if you ever need to talk.
xx,
J