About 3 weeks ago I bought the book Scars that wound Scars that heal by Jan Kern, some guide to healing from you know what. (Yeah, from the start the message was to tell someone I trust which I obviously didn't) And everything was going so well, I SWEAR. Until last night I get frustrated about something pretty dumb.. and yeah. Couldn't even stem the emotions enough to pray a single word.
I want to tell someone, but who?? I want someone to love me enough to take the razor from my fingers and hug me, and to look at my scars and not judge. But, obviously, I don;t trust the human race that much.
Ashamed, disappointed, mad, confused, abandoned, resigned.
I'm so behind on blogging, so I realise this is late in coming, but ,you can always, always tell us. We won't judge you. <3
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