My new friends have never seen me like this. One month away from them and i'm back to the old me. No more pretending. When i'm back in school i'm no longer gonna pretend that i'm all put together for their benefit. I shall not act anymore. I don't care. I just wanna be the way I am, they're just gonna keep asking if I am ok, do I wanna eat. They'll think it's for attention. Fuck them all. Non of their business. If they can;t accept me at my worst, they don't deserve me at my best.
Thursday, June 14, 2012
104 at last
God what a scare, yesterday I had water retention and was 106.5.
My new friends have never seen me like this. One month away from them and i'm back to the old me. No more pretending. When i'm back in school i'm no longer gonna pretend that i'm all put together for their benefit. I shall not act anymore. I don't care. I just wanna be the way I am, they're just gonna keep asking if I am ok, do I wanna eat. They'll think it's for attention. Fuck them all. Non of their business. If they can;t accept me at my worst, they don't deserve me at my best.
My new friends have never seen me like this. One month away from them and i'm back to the old me. No more pretending. When i'm back in school i'm no longer gonna pretend that i'm all put together for their benefit. I shall not act anymore. I don't care. I just wanna be the way I am, they're just gonna keep asking if I am ok, do I wanna eat. They'll think it's for attention. Fuck them all. Non of their business. If they can;t accept me at my worst, they don't deserve me at my best.
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