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HEYYY GUYS!(or girls..)

Sooo.. i haven't posted in ages! It's right smack in the middle of my O levels right now:) I completely screwed up my lit paper today. Yes. COMPLETELY. Have i mentioned i hate lit? I'm taking full literature and my 2 texts are To Kill A Mockingbird and A Midsummers Night's Dream. Eugh at the second one. Anyway.. ALOT of people kinda know about my eating thing now but only 1 of my REALLY close friend and of course, my ana buddy knows i'm gonna hop right back onto the pro ana wagon after the 15th of November (LAST PAPER!!! BIO MULTIPLE CHOICE:)) Well. Obviously. My ana buddy's gonna do the same. And my friend's like i know i can't stop you but she obviously doesn't want me to do it -.- like i wont! It's REALLY nice to have someone on the outside who i trust so much and i can tell so much. And most importantly, won't stop me. I've kinda started dieting already, by the way.. i'm too fat! But i'm not gonna starve..yet. (YET!)

I'm gonna watch Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows about 4-5 times!!! WHOOOO! I love HP to the total MAX.

Another good friend who i seriously care about and love has gone to ana:( I was trying to explain to my "outsider" friend how i really DON'T care about how i have to suffer but i feel a sharp pang of pain whenever i see others going through the same thing... she didn't get how i could not feel for myself..

Oh well:) gotta go study geog:)