Tuesday, November 16, 2010

I'm sorry, you don't have to read this

I'm really sorry. But this is the one and only place in the world i'm ever allowed to say this.
I HATE BEING POOR. Stupid irresponsible IDIOTS i have to call my parents. What the fuck is wrong with them??? What was the point of having so much FUCKIN SEX??? Just so to produce 4 fuckin kids to sap out all your fucking money, reducing you to a poor wreck who can barely afford anything? OH NO it doesn't stop there. no, of course not, whaddya expect?? They take the pains to SHOW OFF. Every year, they bring they're kids on holiday, obviously so they would not lose out to their rich cousins, so they have something to boast about. But where do they bring us? ASIA. Fuck Asia. BORING. The cheapest tickets-Bangkok, China, Malaysia. And OH NO it doesn't stop THERE EITHER. They buy a condo, 2 macbooks, 1 ipad and 1 i touch. And ipods for everyone in the family, and a DSLR. What are they left with, you might ask. 2 idiots constantly yelling at each other over money, turning me into the bitter, unpredictably temperamental, untrusting thing i am. And i'm living on eggshells. Anyone can blow up anytime. And i can't even trust my closest friends. And everything so called expensive, that i want either has to be bought by ME or become a birthday present, if it is STILL TOO EXPENSIVE, (ie; 80bucks and above) it will still be a present, but i have to pay for half of it. WTF.
Mind you, every article of clothing i wore as a baby was branded, and nothing else, but my parents weren't happy. They went on to have 2 more kids, the forth during bankruptcy, for gods sake. The only article of clothing i have which by my parent's standard is EXPENSIVE is $150 (sing dollars) and it's my football jersey and i bought it for myself. The rest are at most $10 and 90% bought from Bangkok. All because they INSISTED on having sex without a condom so much fucking times.
Fuckin irresponsible IDIOTSSSSSSS i'll never forgive them for ruinin my life like that. Seriously. I don't get it. Slip on a fuckin condom and i don't have to be poor.
I HATE BEING POORRRRRRRR

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