@DolceCaramel: HIiii:) thanks for following me, Of course i don't mind:)
Have i mentioned? Firstly, i have to admit i cut myself again, three semi deep ones on the top of my right thigh.. sigh, i try to keep it from the friends who know now, cos it hurts them, and they really don't understand why i do it. ( and one shallow one in the space between my fat-swamped ribcages)Secondly, for 2 nights in a row, Thursday and Friday, i've had near death experiences in my dreams. The dream i had on Thursday night was REALLY weird...
In the first part of it, it was nothing short of brilliant.. I had a fuckin WAND.. You can totally imagine me in that dream- doing spells all over the place..(Lol.. even remembered Ferula[book 3]) Then the scene changed, i was suddenly swimming in this lake/ sea of some sort cos a mad man pushed me in off the edge of this sharp edged rock and there was an octopus-monster in it attacking everyone in the water, and i was SO SCARED and swimming for my life and swimming in SO MUCH BLOOD... ( i woke up SUPER SUPER pissed with myself, cos i forgot to do my favorite spell- Expelliarmus.. haha:D)
And the second dream was how my sis and i dropped a bag of giant China pears onto some railway tracks somewhere, and while i was helping to pick them up (my sis didn't actually go on the tracks), a train came SO CLOSE to hitting me.... freak, i actually woke up cos of that( i woke up with my social studies- stuff i have to remember for monday's exam- running through my head at top speed... whut?!!!)
And last night's was really weird, like throughout the whole dream i was dreading having to scuba dive at night under some submarine...but it didn't actually happen.
HOW WEIRD IS THAT?!!! Usually i don't really remember my dreams, and they're so boring that even if i do, I forget them after awhile..
Maybe it means i'm gonna die soon, but like i give a shit, i MAJORLY screwed up English and LIT...
But as usual, it usually means i'm just going mad, and i had bouts of really bad sweating on thursday, the beads of saltwater badly stinging my fresh cuts... YES. Definitely going mad, as it was a COOL day..
My bones are all resurfacing:) Fastest to do so are the ribs and shoulder bones.. however, i will not weigh till i FEEL like i've lost weight
its good that you actually remember your dreams, i never do, and when people talk about it, its so lonely. But they are some freaking cool dreams that you've been having.
ReplyDeletewhoa your dreams sound intense!! I hardly ever remember my dreams these days, although once I got shot and died and remembered thinking this sucks I died...then waking up and realizing i'm not dead :P..i have other dreams like that too, like once my family tried to kill me lol :S
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