Fit:D

I'm in girls' soccer:DD Yay. After the first training yesterday, i was sooo hungry i kinda binged a bit last night and i looked skinnier this morning than i did yesterday. YAyyyyy!!

Anyway. The depression has passed.

My brain's getting much better at making quotes up. Most of the time i don't even have to think about it at all and they just present themselves to my brain. I've taken to sometimes sleeping with my phone beside me so i won't lose them.

For fun- just a few of them:

The voices in my head tell me to give up, that it's a lost cause, that I'm grabbing at fog. I really want to listen to them.

She curled up into a ball, trying to keep the pain away, trying to hold herself in one piece, to keep herself from fracturing into pieces.

Your absence is all i can see around me.

I've built so many walls around my heart i no longer know how to set myself free.

The tighter he tried to hold on to her, the faster she seemed to vanish; water slipping through his fingers

Feeding just before the famine strikes.

After a while, i could no longer be bothered to smile OR laugh, because... really, what was the point??

To stop feeling, stop hurting. Oh, if only the numb would come back. Where did it go? Curl up in a ball, try to keep the pain away...because what else is there for me to do?
(How many times can i break till i shatter?)

Pain, pain go away. I can't take it, not today.

I close my eyes to hide from the dark.