Ouch.

Well. I just found out through facebook that the guy i really like - much more than i will ever admit to myself- is in love with someone else. He was telling us in a closed fb group that one of his friends knelt down in front of a girl in front of a group of people in a lecture hall and asked her to be his valentine, and how he wished he had the courage to do the same..

That. Really. Hurt. 

Sigh...