Hurts.

Life hurts so bad sometimes. 

And on those days like today, EVERYTHING hurts.

Two nights ago, i dreamt of my ex-class, my ex-school. Nothing special. Just a normal school day. I woke up missing my old life-friends, schedule, teachers, school- like, a MILLION times than i did before the dream.

I just wanna call my friends. But for some reason, it's just so difficult. I can talk to them. But it'll be so incredibly frustrating. I know i'll never be able to put all those emotions into words- how much i miss them, how much i love them and the pain of life. 

The scars of your love remind me of us, 
They keep me thinking that we almost had it all.