Well.
What can i say? I screwed up english, lit and geog.
At least NOBODY can tell me i didn't try hard enough, NOBODY who knew me last year can even hint at the fact that i wasted time, that i could have taken my work more seriously. In fact, some people were telling me i was studying too hard.
Thank god my conscience is fully clear, at least. Maybe that might ease the pain and disappointment on Monday.
..
Everyone tells me i've lost weight but i really don't dare to take my weight.
MONDAYMONDAYMONDAY
Might have another panic attack coming up soon.
I hate panic attacks. First the loud, incessant ringing in my ears. Then everything in my vision SPINS so fuckin badly and at the same time i can't breathe. Literally- like my lungs have gone. Then i have to get far far away from whatever place i'm at or i'll fall to my knees, unsuccessfully trying to breathe.
Stupid panic attacks. Hate them. Hope i don't get any in the school hall on Monday.
Cutting back on calories TTM. Cannot be fat now. Much more on my plate than i can handle already.
Damn.. wish i was a teenager in the 90s.
Daria, Nsync, BSB, Bowling For Soup, Blink 182, again DARIA. (and so much other aweeesome stuff)
Best decade of all. Too bad was born in 1994, i WAS there, but i still missed everything..:(
Everything now is so blah.
Damn.
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