So. My ultimate BMI goal is 16.4. NO-Where close to my goal now eh. Results tomorrow.
So here's the grades, from best to worst: A1 A2 B3 B4 C5 C6 D7 E8 F9
We can take from 7 to 9 subjects- the people who get 9A1s, 8A1s, 7A1s, 6A1s, 5A1s or have exceptional improvement from PSLE- the other major exam we take at 12yrs old- get to go on stage.
YOU. HAVE. NO. FUCKING. IDEA. HOW. FUCKING. BAD. I. WANNA. GO. UP. ON. STAGE.
Been wanting it ever since the start of 2008:( Don't think my results are that good though. The whole point is to get a number as low as possible, obviously, and we only count in 6 subjects, where english is a compulsory factor. Been studying for 6points the whole of last year. But i'm SO prepared for 16, maybe 18:((((
Sigh. What a disappointment. Might as well promise right now i'll post my result here no matter what it is, or i might not at all.
Kinda ate a tad too much rice today..
Reading Jane Eyre again. Gave up the first time a while after Mr. Rochester entered the scene, i liked the emo-dreariness of the story and then he comes along and makes the story into a love story:( Ok. Realize i may sound a bit weird and all that but i just don't like romances. And if there is romance, i like other stuff to dilute it. Like the House Of Night.
New school next monday. We can choose either a polytechnic or a Junior college or if you're retardedly rich- an overseas college. I have no idea where the F i'm gonna go and i've only one week to decide on the path i'll take that'll probably set the base for the REST OF MY LIFE. Really wanna go to a junior college (JC) cos the poly route's full of group work which i kinda hate.. not like there's none in JC, but lesser.But i'm not sure i'll be able to pass the chinese in JC either.
Even worse. BOYS. NO single sex JCs or polys in singapore- and i've spent the last 10 years of my life in an all girls school. This is a Major Worry. It's gonna be SO weird and SO sudden a change. HEllll. Gonna be such a tough struggle adapting for me:( This is something i've never told anyone but i'll say it here- but i'm Really Scared.. :S
OH!! And there's this college-the one my sister went to. My crush goes to. Ugh. I hate having a crush, no matter how cute or hot. Love is the pinnacle of "not-in-control".
Even if i get the required grade to get into that particular college, gotta exercise REAL control and refuse to allow myself to go there for that one reason. But yes it's a good college, but STILL.
Can't wait to join soccer this year-in whatever school i'm gonna go! My school doesn't allow it as an after-school activity cos it's too.. well. I think the right thing to say is that it's too guy. Whatever. I get it this year. Mine must be the only school in this whole country that doesn't allow it >( hmph.
Will post my weight asap- probably a gain. But yeah.
Sorry for this super long post- hope i didn't bore anyone terribly..just needed to calm myself down.. desperately.
Now for some good ol' music..
YAY hilary duff! She's so lovely!
ReplyDeleteAnd did i mention, i'm asian too!
good luck with choosing your school ... just think about the pros and cons and hopefully you'll work out the best for you :)
ooh! a crush! sadly what you say its true. love DOES define "loss-of-control", for me, anyways.
Soccer FTW!!! LOL i just HAD to comment on every part of your post, didn't i? *smacks head for being intruding*