A blessing in disguise:)

Today's the day that our soccer coach informed us who's in the team and who's not. Surprise surprise. I'm not in.

(I will not cry)

Anyway. I'm taking this as my cue to start starving immediately. I ate like half a bowl of porridge for dinner. And tomorrow... we'll see.

(I will not cry. I don't deserve that comfort)

I FINALLY met my friends-2 of them- after MONTHS. I miss them so much some days I think I'm actually going insane.

(I will not cry, but I can cut.)

Quotes i made up:

-When letting go of what you love the most is the only way to set yourself free, what the hell are you supposed to do?

-I only let myself miss you behind closed doors; in complete privacy, so they won't know I still go into pieces over you.

(CUT, not CRY. Get it together)