ARRRRGGGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!
I HATE MYSELF I HATE MYSELF!
WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME??? I JUST BINGED ON SSOOOOOOO MANY STUPID CALORIES! MY TOTAL CALORIE INTAKE FOR TODAY TO 442!!!!!
and my limit was freaking 300!!! ahhhhhhh.
EPIC FAIL..... and i'm probably gonna eat dinner.. :(
Oh my god, thanks you guys SO MUCH. you have no idea just how much your comments mean to me:D Made me feel soooo much better, considering i spent most of the day wallowing in suicidal thoughts..
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anna~: Yeah..when people tell you you're skinny, dosen't it seem as if they're just trying to tell you you're skinny, just so that whatever your reaction is, it gives them that golden opportunity to go "you're too skinny, you should eat more"
Mich: I hate it when they keep asking questions about you. Or when they keep trying to hang around you or keep giving you hugs.. they're just begging to be ignored. ( or for us to be bitchy to them) The WHOLE POINT is if you wanna try and get to know me, DONT TRY. Only then will you be successful.
Haha:) About the hair thing.. i'm kinda ok with mine, just that sometimes i see smooth hair and i wish for it.. but only sometimes. I don't know about your country, but down here, my hair is actually becoming the fashion and more and more people and perming their hair... making it look just like mine.. LOL:D
AfricAnaMia : I used to categorize people. The ones who encourage you and even compete with you are the good ones. The annoying and bad ones are the ones who discourage you, tell on you or keep commenting/ questioning.
Anyway.. i seriously need more self control..
Really happy there's a football match for Arsenal tomorrow.. morning... at 2.45, Singapore time. Ok. I know. Don't nag!!
Tomorrow is always a new day!! And 442 is still pretty darn low.
ReplyDeleteI think the fact that we push people away makes them try harder. Like they feel like they've accomplished something if they get close to us. It's turned me into a bully and I'm not sure if I like it...
I wish big hair would come back into fashion, like in the 80's and 90's. Everyone else has their hair pin straight and I just can't do it. Flat hair is a SIN!!
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Sure 442 isn't quite the 300 you'd aimed at, but it could be hell of a lot worse! My binges turn into 800 each usually :/
ReplyDeleteYou can do it! We all believe in you ! xx