I broke my fast on Friday at 10pm with 2 small cups of granola. Really pissed off. I was SO low on glucose that when i was studying chem, it went like "electrolyte... concentrated" i seriously could not concentrate on a single sentence... so.. really pissed off
Plus i kinda binged a little just now... :"( sigghhhh.
CW:43.2, but it's gonna go up.
I'm so glad i'm kinda improving on my work. BUT i hope it's fast enough for 5 weeks. After which, i am FREE TO STARVE MYSELF. CAnnawt wait.
I plan to see how long i can go without food, then see how much weight i can lose.
Wait. no.
First... i have to find some way to deal with all the "going out after the exams to stuff your face and watch every single movie fever". ARHHHH...
HOW HOW HOW!!!!????
CRAPPPP.
Really frustrated and confused. I want to pack everything i have to spotless perfection. I wanna starve till my knees are literally shaking. But how? I need to study study study..
OMG! EXAMS, PLEASE BE OVER QUICKLY!!!! CAN BARELY TAKE IT ANYMORE!
I got a fortune in my fortune cookie last night: "You feed your body every day. You must also feed your mind". Why don't we change it so it says, "You want to feed your body every day. Instead, you must feed your mind". Study, study, study, okay?
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