Wednesday, September 28, 2011

I hate my dad

I hate him. He's fucking addicted to food. He eats like 4 to 5 BIG meals a day, like one consisting of 1.5 servings of oily chinese noodles for example, either that or he eats 2-3 helpings of everything at the next meal. He wears like mini little guy boxers and his genitals hang the fuck out. I am never ever "turned on"-whatever that means- by anything to do with sex, and I don't know if I ever will be. He overcooks- so much, just because he can eat more (and more) and his serving will look normal, and when we can't finish our share-----HALLELUJAH! He gets even more! He is obese as fuck and he cannot stop eating. He keeps trying to get us on the same path as him-offering to buy us extra meals too. And when we are down with the flu he goes like "I always eat till I can't move when I have the flu! So go on! Stuff yourself! Go stuff yourself!!!"
THE FUCK
I hate him so fucking muchhhhh

Sorry for rant, been keeping this in for years and needed to get it off my chest. On the bright side, reverse thinspo for me everyday!

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1 comment:

  1. Oh gosh :\ This sounds pretty horrible. I think it's entirely inappropriate for a parent to allow their privates to be exposed to their children, *especially* after their children are adults.I suspect that to many people this would constitute "low level" (if there is such a thing) sexual abuse - I'm not surprised you feel a little traumatised by this. Do you live with both your parents? Do you have the kind of relationship with your mom that you could tell her you feel violated by the way your dad dresses and ask her to talk to him about it?
    On the topic of the way your dad eats, perhaps you could use him as some kind of reverse thinspo? I used to sit opposite a really fat girl at work who used to eat *all day* ,loudly, and with her mouth open, and it worked a treat for taking away my appetite ;)
    Sorry - I think my comment's longer than your original post! Hope your exams go really well and you get to take a well-earned break afterwards. Praying for you. <3

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