Tuesday, September 6, 2011

It's been too long

I've been mia on this blog for SOOO long.
My SIS has an ED. I suspect bulimia. She eats about 4 times the amount I eat, I don't see her spitting food into her cup, don't see her exercising, and I can see her hipbones and cheekbones. And her wrists are friggin skinny. My dear ol' clueless family has no idea. I mean when I was not eating they gave me such a hard time. Anyway, I started eating normally for a while. :(((((Like, my motivation kinda died when I was separated from my bff. But we're back! :)
I wonder if I can survive on coffee, although I might need to get gastric pills from my bff. I still don't dare to spit food into my cup, as my family caught me once and are super vigilant about it now, and I don't plan to puke, so besides exercising, this is gonna be so hard:(
My promotional exams are in 21 days. Not so prepared.
I need to lose weight, any advice?

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