Impatient; Confused; Waiting

I STILL can't stop thinking about him.

Finally. Got my fat ass back into the double digits. 99.8 pounds. Sigh. Fat, yes, but about 2 weeks ago I was 104 pounds, so I guess it ain't THAT bad... =/

I want to tell him that I like him, wanna tell him so so baaad. I don't know what to do.

Yesterday I ate 600 calories, today I plan on 500, so far I've eaten 344.

I feel so fat.