Listen to the whispers that curl into your head at night, calling you ugly, and fat, and stupid and bitch and whore and worst of all ''a disappointment''. Puke and starve and cut and drink because you don't want to feel any of this. Puke and starve and cut and drink because you need an anesthetic and it works. For a while. But then the anesthetic turns into poison and by then it's too late because you are mainlining it now, straight into your soul. It's rotting you and you can't stop. Look into a mirror and find a ghost. Hear every heartbeat scream that everysinglething is wrong with you.
"Why?" is the wrong question.
Ask "Why not?"
I hate when people ask why and I can never find an explanation that they can understand. You ask them why not and the best reason they can come up with is "it's bad for you" or "you just shouldn't do those things". I guess that's the good thing about the blogging world. There's always someone who understands. We have pain and we do what we can to ease it.
ReplyDeleteThis is my all-time favorite quote.. It is the epitome of my mindset for everything I do. There are so many reasons to do what I do... And not a single one to stop.
ReplyDeleteI love wintergirls. Its the perfect representation of my life right now.
ReplyDeleteStay strong, honey.