I finished about 1/4 of my bottle of apple cider vinegar and had diarrhea like...more than 5 times today, but as I gained 3 pounds from this retarded "normal" eating, it was nowhere near enough. I swallowed 9 laxatives and they're burning and twisting my guts, and I deserve it for being such a FATASS. (Anyway I just found out abusing of laxatives plus excessive exercise is another form of bulimia)
I have decided that this time, this starvation thing will be serious, I WILL be at most 43.5KG by 24th October, and I will do my damnedest to make sure I achieve it.
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Anyways. Reply- Sophie
Heeeyyyy Thanks so much for your concern- it felt REALLY good to get that issue off my chest, it's been around for quite a while. Well, yeah, it's bad, I have 3 sisters, aged 9, 16 and 19. I suppose out of mutual embarrassment we never talk about it. Me and my 2 sisters the 2 older ones know enough not to- any trigger can launch my parents into a blow-off-the-roof quarrel. The only one of us close to my parents is my 9 year old sis but I think she isn't bothered, I don't even think she's learnt that chapter in science yet. I hate that part about every day of my life, and I don't know about my other family members, but yep i'm traumatized. Thanks for your concern though.:) And yeah, it's disgusting as hell, but reverse thinspo nevertheless.
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I'm so slow SRZZLY.
3 more laxatives before I sleep and a 4KM run tomorrow. Was supposed to run just now or at least cycle but all the good stuff in my condo's tiny gym was being used up.
FORTYTHREEPOINTFIVE.
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