471.6

I freaking hate myself SOOOO much right now. Because of the overeating during the weekend i'm now 96.5 instead of 96 pounds. and i ate 471.6. 

I'm such a coward. I didn't spit my dinner out again,

and i am now absolutely certain i look fat. My friends were talking about an anorexic girl in my school right in front of me----i didn't join in the conversation of course.. but the fact that they were talking in front of me PROVES i look normal. FUCK.

I'm gonna study real hard tonight- i spent most of the afternoon sleeping.

NEED TO LOSE WEiGHT