Calories again:)

I've decided to start counting my calories again!! it's seriously the most efficient way to lose weight.. today my limit is 600, so far i've eaten 415 calories..

My ana buddy and i challenged each other to be thin by September 10th.. which is in.. about one month 8 days..

I've decided my ultimate limit for this whole month is 870.

if i manage to keep to it, at the end of one month i'll give myself a treat.

The only problem is that i have to go for a buffet next week cos it's my sister's birthday-.- really sucks. Fine.. that'll be my motivation for the first week.. sigh, why does it seem like the whole world is out to fuck my diet up??!!!

The thing is, my mom always buys white bread and gives me too few grapes..

I think i'll go to the supermarket this week to buy me some wholegrain bread cottage cheese and grapes..

the problem is how to hide the cheese.. cottage cheese is so obvious i'm dieting..

My ana buddy's parents found her protein shake and threw the whole thing away.. 70 bucks down the drain.. like WTF. pissed off.. she was gonna share it with me.