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sorry to my followers that i can't upload a picture of myself cuz the macbook's shared with my family.. so this is the best i've got..

I am EXACTLY as skinny as this girl, well at least from this angle.. i can't see the spine part at her neck because of her hair but mine is REALLY OBVIOUS.. i have no idea why it won't disappear even though i'm so fat. i totally do NOT deserve it. ( i never sleep on my back anymore cuz of it, even with the pillow it hurts..AS IF A FAT PIG SHOULD DESERVE THIS!!)

yeah the triceps look skinny but they feel so damn soft!!! i'd rather just feel the bone.. and i can't see my hip bones while standing, never have been able to!!>:(

ONE DAY it's gonna happen!!....ONE DAY it will, i swear!!!

hope this is good enough.. i'll try to find other people who are exactly the same size as me for the legs and other parts..SO SORRY:(