todays outtake:100-120
total:about 80-120
WHOOOPEEEE:DDDDD
SO HAPPY:D
omgg.. just remembered something i've been wanting to say: i was looking at the most anorexic girl in my school( in my year) and i can bet with anybody on this earth...HER THIGHS ARE NO BIGGER THAN 5" IN CIRCUMFERENCE.
shit. honestly, as jealous as shit as i am, i am actually a little worried.. when she was my friend a few years ago, and when we were in the same class when we were about 10+ (i think), i really liked her. not that she was one of my besties, but you know what i mean, just someone that everyone just loves.. shittttttt. i don't want her to die. so bad. don't die, don't die , don't die.
another ano in my school hasn't been seen for almost one week..hospitalized??
wonder why the one that is worse isn't hospitalized yet??
i almost cried today when i looked at her( the one in school). don't know why.
and now i feel like shit just thinking about her. i wish i could give her a hug..
Anyway.. so many anorexics springing up in my school. i think it's because i'm in an all girls school. seriously, the competition is frrreeaaakinggg intense.
tip of today( my starving tip): what i did was drink lots of water and eat hard candy mints
i NEVER chew on gum when i'm hungry, i find that chewing on things i can't swallow worsens the hunger.. for me at least..( the mints are ah-mazingly effective!!)
to boost my metabolism when i think it's getting sluggish, i took a few gulps of pepsi light®.
mmhm:)
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