Anti-Binge

hmm.. nothing to post about so i shall copy a diary entry..

(background info: school starts tomorrow)

27 June, 8:15am

Hell. Binge again. Will i ever learn???

Anyways.. new tip: 

If i wanna binge, go binge. Sureee! Anything thing i want, as much as i want. i can go for hours if i want. just SPIT EVERYTHING OUT. then right after that, glug down like, i dont know.. 10 cups of water or something.. and my stupid greedy body will be tricked it's the food that made it so darn bloated. HA. who's in control now?!!!

I HAVE to lose weight as fast as hell. i'm going for 8 pounds this time.

at least this time i've got a back up plan.

i decided that annoying fake friend of mine.. i really really dont want to see her face ever again. that would be perfect. only problem? i'll be seeing her tomorrow.

BAHHHH.

week's diet:

monday: breakfast(~125)

no lunch

nothing

dinner(~max60)

fruits

tues:no breakfast

nothing

no dinner

fruits

weds:no breakfast

NOTHING

fruits

thurs:breakfast

nothing

dinner(if there is soup)

fruits

friday: nothing

    nothing

    fruits.

yeah.. see how i slowly eased myself into this??:)

i noticed planning is something i unconsciously do when i'm really into it.. like one of my teachers once said: if you fail to plan, you plan to fail 

translate: planning=no bingeing

tip: Always have your diet on your mind..

seems like obsession is the only way with Ana.

suits me.

12.41 pm

I made up my mind. I'm not gonna binge anymore. Bingeing is stupid, period. i mean, seriously!! what is the point of stuffing your face like a mad pig?? i honestly do NAWT see the point. next time i find myself starting to binge, i'm just gonna ask myself: why the fuck am i doing this?

yupp....

check this out: FEAST

haha.. saw FEAST in an ad in the supermarket today.. and for some reason.. the "e" disappeared in my mind.soo, there you have it.. FAST

good work out songs: never say never-JB and Jsmith

parachute-Cheryl Cole

summertime-new kids on the block

i gotta feeling-bep

down-Jay Sean

falling down-Selena Gomez

equation:energy=calories

calories=fat

therefore, the weaker you are, the skinnier you are

PS:I HATE CALORIES