Monday, June 28, 2010

As busy as a bee, and on the brink of death

huh.Slowly getting ALL my control back.
my Ana friend is restricting like crazy. me too:D
She was practically boasting about all her successful ways around her family with the restricting thing.
We have noticed the sudden sharp rise in the losing weight fad in my school
i heard like 5?? people talking about losing weight and a few more talking about calories.
shit. they are sooo annoying. this is what happens in an all girls school. it's hell.. but good hell.
Stress of losing weight to the MAx now. AHHHHH.
Super alot of homework. no surprise. GCSEs in 3 months time..

i made up something for all those love sick girlies and boys in the world:
I know there's a 99% chance you won't love me back
but i don't let go
because 1%
is enough reason for me
to keep holding on.



i saw her today.
the most anorexic girl in my school.
it made me cry
at recess in the bathroom
now
probably for a few more days.
all i can say is that
she makes Agnes Buzala
Abbey Lee Kershaw
look
OBESE.




the second most anorexic girl in my school
put on weight
quite a bit
i feel
disgusted
immensely happy
at least i know for sure
one of my friends
wont die:)

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