Save Me From Myself

I hate myself sooo bad for missing the spain match. why? because i'm an idiot who went back to sleep.

i am still trying to keep myself away from the blade for this.

i've lost half a pound.. which means i'm now 93pounds. i'm going out with my friend later.. i think i'll bring one or two bottles of vinegar, and leave earlier to buy a few bottles of coke lite..

God, the pull of the blade is almost irresistible.....

i think i'll stay on two more minutes..to keep myself safe.