Lizards and Leprechauns(and the way of life)

I have been eating really normally. why?? holidays have started for me( on paper,at least- i still have to go back to school and i have tuition--GCSEs). and it is really difficult to hide my habits. i don't dare do so many or so many times... the last time i got caught by my family spitting into my cup, i got into DEEP SHIT.

i just remembered the other day-- i have to do project work( lit) with the fake friend. oh fuck. i plan not to remind her, then on the first lit lesson of the term, when the teacher asks for it, she'll panic(duh). and then, I'll smugly take it out of my bag. she'll owe me one then.. oh wait! she already owes me one for being so darn horrible to me. So that makes it two!!

MUAHAHA

OMG!! i got my period back. i think i haven't got it for about 6months. solid proof i have been eating waaayy too much. fuck me. i hate myself. i hate periods. they're nothing but a troublesome fuckin' bloody mess.

and i've been sick sick sick.sore throat, really bad runny nose, headache, slight fever. i know why though. why??

WORLD CUP! in my country, the daily matches are all the way into the wee hours of the morning. making me sick. yup. guess what, that DOES NOT mean i am gonna stop watching, c'mon! Spain hasn't even played yet!!!!

i'm feeling really confused now. don't know what to think.