Am i stupid or what??

Let me introduce you to my 14 year old self:

super toned arms-- not the bulky type-the perfectly toned, lean type

NO acne( .. maybe it had to do with the   um   steroids?)

super fit

strong--like seriously!!! wth!! i could like push/open stuff that others couldn't

.. just a weird immature but fun person

let me see..what could be the best part about me at 14?

could it be that i didn't have acne?

or was it my really high metabolism ?

or maybe it was basically the fact that despite the fact that i didn't restrict ALOT, just lunch,  i never went hungry like i do now, i was 38 kg all year round. 

SERIOUSLY!! i'm really damn blind. i could just do what i did last time. 

basically it was high protein, low carb and fats, ALOT (and i mean ALOT) of toning (without weights-i hate weights) of the arms, jogging quite a bit, about 50-70+ crunches of different parts of the abs everyday.

and of course a stress free life( stress releases this chemical, whose name i forgot, which causes fat to accumulate around your waist-ughhh)

plusss, i didn't grow much, only about 2cm since i was 14, so the most i can be if i follow this lifestyle should be around 41kg??

i seriously hope that everyone would leave me alone(i think-that's what i want??) at school it's everyone dieting, at home it's everybody bothering me about my eating habits, eating low fat yoghurt, drinking too much water.. etc.. 

it gets really tiring sometimes.

The Shrinking Process.