Don't Stop Believing

Well.. S has started a new thing.. wearing a jacket at All times. suit herself.

well, the friend of mine who wants to buy a scale so she can weigh herself everyday has been on this diet for quite a while.  i think i shall "go on a diet" too. yupp. "diet" is so much easier to stick to than "starvation". some one was trying to tell her today that "she isn't that fat" she was like"hey!! don't burst my bubble! i've already been staying away from.. so much food". and she was seen glugging down tons of water and when someone asked her she was like.. why not!! i love water, it keeps me full.. so i can forget about all that stupid food.       i'm hungry!!!

hahaha.. i love her manz:) one of my besties. i know she is being a bit too open and all that, but that's her.. 

haha.. a funny thing happened two days ago, 

i was with a friend and she was telling me about this girl.

so i was like "oh, ok. i'll look out for her.. what does she look like??"

my friend "um.. "

" ok.. how tall is she?"

my friend thinks " quite tall, guess, but not too tall either"

"... does she have long hair?"

"quite long"

" does she wear glasses?"

"sometimes.. when she doesn't wear her contacts i guess"

me: ....

"OHHHH!! i seee

so basically, i'm looking out for an average looking girl of average height, of average hair length, who sometimes does and sometimes doesn't wear glasses.. like MANY other average girls do!!! yay!

that should be REALLY easy!!! especially since we're in an all girls' school!!!"

"haha!! i'll point her out if we see her.."

lol.. i totally thought that the next world cup match was tomorrow, so when i found out it was actually today, it was as if christmas came early.!!!

i think i'll start off on a regular diet. 

NOBODY will notice. duh. of course not. remember what's happening in my school?? yup. so.

things not going too well with that fake idiot "friend" of mine.

she cant seem to make up her mind. it doesn't matter, anyway. i'm just ignoring her to the best of my abilities.

here's another poem..

SAVE A LIFE, SPEAK UP

Why I Did It

Took off that noose

got off that bridge

because i remembered

Once upon a time

you told me

that you love me.

how's that? the friends that i showed it to said it was good:)))

i seem to express myself best in writing and poetry.. so be it then. i prefer it this way.

have you ever read "where a nickel costs a dime" by willie perdomo?

its freakin excellent!!

new favorite poet!!

tip of the day: The longer you restrict, the easier it becomes.