...love this song:)

I miss the old M.

she was..

really pretty.

NOT FAT AT ALL

happy, popular

cool

teachers and students all loved her.

really nice.

REALLY AWESOME

now she's.. i don't know.the way she stares at nothing, the vacant look in her eyes, like she's glued to a TV screen inside her own head. The way she looks..i don't know, like some sort of a really ravenous predator when she eats, but at the same time gnawing really carefully.

she is breaking everybody's heart..

S was.. super popular, even now..

she used to be REALLY muscular, like all skin and muscle, that's why she was not thin.

she was so cool, everybody wanted to be her friend.

the type of person who would stuff her face with pizza and then pull a face in front of the camera.

run around spraying crazy string on everyone.

able to do like 20 push ups when everyone else could barely do 1.

i wonder who were the BASTARDS who told these two people they are ugly and fat. i want to KILL them.

my ana buddy recently got MAjorly sick. she told me she didn't plan to do this to the point of sickness. i watched as she struggled to FORCE herself to eat fried chicken without bingeing or throwing up. (protein needed for major exam in afternoon)

ouch.

To be on the edge of breaking down

And no one's there to save you

No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life